Things are finally starting to change! I will be moving to Turku next month with my girlfriend, I'm so glad to finally get out of here. Hope I'll just get a job soon too..

Can't tell you how happy I am, because I've really been planning this for a _long_ time, and I can just imagine the things I can do with an apartment of my own . yey.

Last week I got this funny thought too. I was high and thinking and somehow ended up thinking of the koan 'if you meet buddha, kill him'. I came to think that this could mean if you think you are buddha or somehow wiser, you have to kill this thought. And if it will lead you to think it again, kill it again.

It will lead to a continuous cycle being there and killing it again, and it will get faster and faster and finally disappear . And, when it gets faster, you will be a buddha for ten thousand times and a fool for the same, until it goes away.

It's so funny when you can get a grip of some buddhist philosophy it was kinda like the yin/yang thing.

'I consider words to be empty, I do not commit myself to any of them. In their emptiness words cannot point to the truth. Simply put - they are the truth.'

AND SCHOOL IS OVER FINALLY!!